Amid night

By Arjun BK
Published: September 20, 2019 08:05 AM

Amid night 

Dealing with your memories' fights

walking in the middle of a road

with the lonely moonlight 

I took your photo out of my pocket 

It was really old

standing idle with folded hands

cause it was really cold

I sat on a bench beside the road 

Holding the photo in the hand 

Tears started flowing across my face 

Some got down on the sand

I screamed so badly 

Cause I was missing you madly 

remembered the "I Love You" 

You said in your last breath 

Took a pill of poison 

With a huge strength 

My soul got out of my body 

And started flying over the clouds

was flying here and there

suddenly I heard my Mom's sound

"Wake up, its time for college.

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