News Article

I am ready

By Sugam Gautam

Published: August 13, 2020 03:47 PM

I am ready to accept you

Cause, I fear the acid

I am ready for everything you want

Cause, I fear the scars, the acid put on for lifetime

I am ready for things I don't want

Cause, I have no choice but to accept you

You have rights to throw acid on me

Cause, you are male

You have rights to judge me and my appearance

Cause, I am female.

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