News Article

I realized

By Sailesh Gautam

Published: August 18, 2018 08:22 AM

One and a half decades I spent,
Was it a bullshit?
Yeah my body grew,
But my bad habits weren’t thrown.

Now I realized,
There exists a non-materialistic pleasure
I ignored all the creature,
And choose spirituality to nurture.

Dedication to the divine,
Which is the best tone.
Gradually I found,
God to be my nearest friend.

Human birth as the rarest birth,
Gained due to good past deeds.
With bad, evil to quarrel,
And to be moral.

You need to be gypsy,
With deity to be crazy.
Faith built on lord,
His true salvations
And offer heartily salutations,
Develop contentment and goodness.

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