Imaginary Love

Imaginary Love
By Sabina Thapa
Published: January 01, 2021 04:11 PM

Fantasizing the unseen soul besides me,

Inclining to the magical and divine heavenly World

Hallucinating unheard voice,

and the illusionary touch full of rejoice.

Walking down the path holding hands intimately,

Talking and blushing with the imaginary Spirit.

Energized and accomplished laying side by side,

The unreal bonding just ‘you and me’ miraculously identified.

The invisible and marvelous perfume,

Poured with fragrance of love.

The untouched cuddle, The unkissed lip

Those heavenly feeling giving me butterflies.

Oh ! this feeling is inexplicable,

My heart is dancing to the rhythm of love.

Contented like a Love Birds literally,

Tale of the Surreal love unconditionally.

Well, the madness of love with no barriers for a while,

Within you I lose myself, Without you I find myself wanting to lost again.

Wistfully, have to be out of this magnificent zone,

Ecstatic with the fascinating visions of my own.

Dear Imaginary Soul ! I never wish to be parted from you.

You charmed my heart, for that I love you.

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