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Paused Tears

By Sabina Thapa

Published: April 05, 2022 01:53 PM

Through my Thick and thin, Highs and lows.

You’ve relieved me rolling down from my eyes.

Be it grief or be it Joy,

Be it Empathy or be it pain,

You’ve comforted me with your drain.

You never cheat me, You roll down to make me feel your

Presence.

You’re my way to express my Emotions.

We share a boon friendship.

If I had to collect you and keep you safe,

Then it would be an ocean of yours.

Presently, I can’t feel you.

I am dismayed.

Is It that I am fed up with all the stuff?

That you are paused.

Messages Timeline Exceptions Views1 Route Queries10 Models18 Mails Gate Session Request

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