Prelude to Life

Prelude to Life
By Sujana Aryal
Published: July 27, 2019 08:30 AM

Photo Courtesy: Pixabay

Let me drown in books for now,

So tomorrow knowledge can save me.

Let me build myself in silence,

So tomorrow the best of the best I can be.


Too many seasons have settled down,

The Time is standing still in here,

Until the yearning unleashes the passion,

The spirit is living in total fear.


Drifting and Drifting away in dimensions,

Newton to Hawking; History to Present,

Glorious achievements; Warfares to Peace,

The Mind is running marathons!


Again comes July with thunder and shower,

Is solace in the warmth of the rain?

Sky shrouded in the blanket of clouds

is already a decade old today.


Someone once told me a beautiful thing,

" The sun never says, 'I'm tired!'

Rises and Sets infinitely,

See what happens with that kind of disposition?

The whole world is lighted brightly!"


Therefore,


Let me drown in books for now,

So tomorrow knowledge can save me.

Let me build myself in silence,

So tomorrow the best of the best I can be.

 

 

 

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