She feels like the constellation

She feels like the constellation
By Moin Uddin
Published: October 21, 2021 04:57 PM

She matters to me
Like a sun shining in a day
Remember how day comes and night glows
Exactly is she the way like a river flows 

I look out of my window
The cold breeze touches my soul
I wonder how it's like to touch her
Bringing all the senses in the world

Is she real 
Or am I just imagining a figure of her
I wonder how many nights it's gonna be colder
To meet, see and feel the thunder

Oh the waves makes all the connections
Into the heart filled with snowcapped admiration
Oh she feels like the constellation
The stars making the bond of excitation

And she matters to me
Like a sun shining in a day
Remember how day comes and night glows
Exactly is she the way like a river flows 

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