This is life

This is life
By Rajani Regmi
Published: November 02, 2019 08:33 AM

 

Often along the shores of life

One cannot help but adopt to the flow,

The small and the big tides

The gentle and the harsh waves

The awakening life and the silencing death.

Somehow meet each other in the horizon

where the dying eagle is alive,

Preying upon the dead human

yet,

So casually they say this is

the "food cycle" "law of nature"

unlike any other law, cannot be broken

Often along the shores of life

One cannot help but adopt to the flow

The bright and the gloomy weather

The sun and the cold rain shower

The awakening and the silencing death

Somehow meet each other in the horizon

where one dies another is born

yet

So casually they say "this is life "

And they close the chapter!!

 

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